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Seems Like Only Five Years Ago [Aug. 16th, 2011|04:08 pm]
I can't believe this thing is still online.
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Synagogue Of Life [Feb. 13th, 2006|05:51 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |tiredtired]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"I Like Birds" by Eels]

TEN random things about me:
10. I'm left-handed.
9. I work at a library.
8. I'm eating Doritos.
7. My new album comes out March 1.
6. I own nearly every Godzilla movie made (somewhere approaching 30).
5. My favorite microphone in the whole world is a Neumann U87.
4. I could probably tell you some relevent, obscure-or-interesting fact about nearly every Beatle song (nearly) (probably).
3. At this point, I have three separate people I'd call my best friend, none of whom live near the Twin Cities.
2. I have a percussion degree.
1. I seem to have misplaced my nose.

NINE places I've visited:
9. Berlin, Germany
8. Amsterdam, Holland
7. Albia, Iowa
6. Madison, Wisconsin
5. Paris, France
4. Seattle, Washington
3. Calgary, Alberta
2. Lakeland, Florida
1. Guatemala City, Guatemala (well, I will in May anyway)

EIGHT things I want to do before I die:
8. Go to Japan.
7. Buy a grand piano.
6. Ride in a hot air balloon.
5. Treat my family to a fancy schmancy dinner.
4. Learn to play guitar.
3. Participate in a Brazilian (or West African) percussion ensemble. Even though they'd all kick my ass, it would be so much fuckin fun.
2. Drive across the country.
1. Play a show, and have the entire audience singing along to one of my songs.

SEVEN ways to win my heart:
7. Be funny. If you're not funny, you automatically suck.
6. Be creative. Even if you're a banker. Make banking fun.
5. Show kindness, compassion, and consideration. If you're only thinking about yourself constantly, that will never work for my vision of me.
4. Be a little quirky. There's nothing wrong with making weird noises if you drop something.
3. Have a unique name. I know this isn't really something you can control yourself (unless you change the spelling, like from Mike to Myque), but still, if for instance, you were given a name that might have been different according to the climate that day, that's probably a good sign that you came from cool parents and are, yourself, quite cool.
2. Surprise me. I love to do things that take someone's breath away, and if it works the other way around, that's pretty fuckin cool. (And hard. It's only happened to me a few times, I have some high standards.)
1. Be named Rainey Miller, and currently be my girlfriend. (I just don't want any random Rainey Miller's to get their hopes up, y'see.)

SIX things I believe in:
6. Music
5. Tacos
4. Setting small goals to achieve greatness
3. Fate
2. Some kind of higher existence. Not God. But not necessarily something far from it, I just don't know, and enjoy that.
1. MacGuyver. He always knows what to do!

FIVE things I'm afraid of:
5. Not having a good job.
4. Bats
3. Losing my mind.
2. Rejection
1. Dying alone.

FOUR of my favorite things in my bedroom:
4. My keyboard.
3. My vinyl collection.
2. My pictures (of family, and girlfriend).
1. My bed.

THREE things I do every day:
3. Email Rainey, just before going to bed.
2. Brush my teeth.
1. Scream at a random 4-year-old.

TWO things I'm trying not to do now:
2. Worry about the future before I get there.
1. Put away this massive stack of books next to me. (To this point, I'm winning that battle.)

ONE person I want to see right now:
1. Rainey
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Pack Up Yer Bags, It's Nevarr Too Late [Sep. 19th, 2005|05:58 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |excitedexcited]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Emergency Exit" by Beck]

Is it just coinkydink that Consistution Day manages to fall on the exact same same day as Talk Like A Pirate Day? I really think not. For some strange reason, McNally Smith is heavily promoting Constitution Day today. Here in the library, we have a small table set up, with a copy of the constitution, books on government and presidents and whatnot, and even a Constitution Day Quiz! But nowhere does it mention Talk Like A Pirate Day. Arrrr, tis blasphemy.

I'm in a bit of a concertgoing frenzy right now. Which is odd, because I'm usually not the type to go to a bunch of concerts. (Which in itself is odd, since I'm studying to be a record producer, and probably should be the type to go to a bunch of concerts.) Last night, I saw Sufjan Stevens at First Ave, and tonight I'm going to Beck at Roy Wilkins. The Sufjan show was incredible, one of the better concert experiences I've been to honestly. For one thing, the music was top-notch (pretty successful recreation of his "50 States" sound, complete with trumpet and some amazingly good vocal work), but beyond that, the show was wonderful. They were dressed in full University of Illinois regalia (the Fighting Illini!), they did occasional cheers leading into particular songs (my favorite was the Metropolis one, which managed to namecheck Balki Bartokomous, of Perfect Strangers lore), and at one point did a human pyramid! It was really damn cool. Not to mention, the music was excellent. Liz Janes opened, she's on the same label as Sufjan and he produced her most recent album. She was pretty good, she's got an amazing voice. Justin came up for it; earlier in the day, we went to the studios, and he laid down a guitar part for a song on my new album. A lot of good buddies were at the show, honestly, it was cool. A conglomeration, of sorts, a bunch of people from various groups of friends over the years. (Kind of a reflection of how I work-- I have one or two friends in a lot of different cliques, so occasionally, I get the real thrill of everybody coming together for an evening of goodness.) All in all, an absolutely wonderful evening. Even if he didn't play "John Wayne Gacey, Jr."

And tonight, we have Beck. In an hour and a half actually. Kind of sucks that I have to work until 7, and then head over. I'll be running. It's not far from here, but all the same, I'll be running. And I'm sure I'll update tomorrow-- this one's gonna be a good fuckin show man. I can't wait. So many songs I hope he plays. . . of course, if he plays a fraction of them I'll be happy. As I'm sure I will be. Until then mateys, I be off! AVAST!

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Voice Overs [Sep. 17th, 2005|12:44 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |impressedimpressed]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Leopard-Skin Pill-Box Hat" by Bob Dylan]

One month removed, three months to go. How quickly, and bizarrely, the time do fly. Things are just active right now. Not exactly busy, I don't feel overwhelmed just yet (give me a couple weeks), but I do feel very active. And, to a lesser extent, pretty tired. But like I said, things are going well; my album's almost finished. Mia came in and added violin to a track this past Thursday, which was most excellent. It's so pretty, it will make your disgruntled biker uncle cry. Of course, that might lead him to kick a squirrel or something in defiance, so maybe this isn't a good thing? Ah well. Frickin squirrel probably deserved it.

And now, I humbly present Ben C-F's Pet Peeve Number 426. (Those of you who haven't submitted your review/critique on number 425, I'm still accepting them until Wednesday, after which there will be a half-grade reduction.) Today's pet peeve is: vocal majors who like to sing constantly.

You know the type. I'm not talking about people who walk around humming stuff a lot. There's nothing wrong with that, I do it all the time, especially when I'm writing a new song. I'm talking about kids who walk through the halls, or outside, or in an auditorium, or at their house, or in their car, or in the restroom, ditto ditto et cetera et cetera, belting out a song. Or maybe they're not belting out a song. Maybe they're just belting. But the point is, people who walk around singing in full-voice, without stop. It's just annoying, especially when you come across the same people constantly, and they're always doing it. In one way, it completely kills the element of surprise you get by bumping into a friend. If you hear them singing from yards away, there's no suspense. But more than that, it's just plain annoying to hear someone glotting out a tune, full-throttle, with either no consideration of the world around them, or a clear belief that they're actually bettering the world around them by sharing their gift. They're not. It's annoying.
 
To put this in another perspective, you don't see me walking around producing constantly. I don't patrol the halls tweaking fake nobs, turning up faders that only exist in my head. You'll never hear me say stuff like, "Dude! That dog bark would sound so cool if I ran it through the Summit pre!" "Okay, Bill, tell me I'm fired again, only this time, put more feeling into it. You know, like you're angry. Make me believe you're angry." "Damn, what a car crash. Could we get a second take of that?" "Mom, stop yelling at me! I'm totally gonna have to put a 4:1 compression ratio on your voice if you keep it up! You're clipping, you're clipping!" No. I don't do that. Because I know when there's a time to be a producer, and when there's a time to be a normal human being. (Well, also, I'm not getting paid at the time.) And it's not just producers either, it's all other musicians. Violinists don't walk around mock-bowing their arms and screeching "Eeee, Eeee, Eeee," and similarly, trumpeters won't be out on the street doing really lousy Miles Davis impressions. (Unless they've had a lot of cough syrup. Or just ate some really spicy Thai food.)
 
It's just bothersome, that's all. Don't intrude on other people's space. Think about how the folks around you might react if you're just singing at the top of your lungs constantly. We must be considerate, in this day and age. I mean, Christ, I'm a drummer even. And it's not like I'm always walking around hitting. . . things. . . rhythmically. . . hmm. . . um, nevermind.
 
I'd list the current weather in Guatemala, but at the moment, Rainey is off vacationing somewhere in the Caribbean. They're celebrating a four-day weekend, in honor of Guatemala's Independence Day. But she'll be back tomorrow, at which point I'll resume the obligatory, obtrusive Guatemalan weather reports. I mean, hell, she's taking a break, I might as well too! Later on, my good foolios.
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I See Some Plywood And I Want To Paint It Black [Sep. 12th, 2005|05:04 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |hungryhungry]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Armando's Rumba" by Chick Corea]

Good evening, lords and lassies. I'm starting to suspect my online entries will be written primarily at the library. What with the computer access and rather startling abundance of time on my hands, and all. And especially right now, when my homework demands are somewhat scarce. (And the homework I do have is mostly dependent on a textbook I haven't gotten yet. Sue me for scrounging the net for a better deal than what our bookstore has to offer! I can take it! I can take it!)

Most of you who read my online diary haven't ever seen my apartment, have you. (Jerks.) Basically, I live in a large apartment complex on the corner of 4th and Wabasha, downtown St. Paul. It's a very old building, but also a very historic building-- it used to be called the Hotel Lowry, and as of a 1937 postcard, was apparently "the largest hotel in St. Paul," "absolutely fireproof," with a "private bath and circulating ice water" in every room. Time hasn't exactly been good to the place (much like Seventh Place Apartments, another hotel-cum-apartment complex); it isn't horrible, but hardly a five-star hotel anymore. The carpet's kind of musty, the stairwell area in particular looks a bit war-ravaged, and there's a rather everpresent roach problem, so much so that you'd think they should be splitting the rent. Damn freeloaders. But, things are changing. Slowly. A man named John Rupp, who specializes in rennovating/restoring buildings for place in the national registry, has been working on Lowry Square for some time now. I guess his plan is to convert the lower area into a hot restaurant/nightclub scene, and simultaneously restore the upper-level apartments. This sounds exciting, except for the fact that work is progressing verrrrrry sllllowly. The entire third floor was being rennovated, and ostensibly set aside as a McNally Smith-centric floor, for upcoming students. The idea was to have it ready by August, for the Fall semester. Yeah, didn't happen. Oh, work is certainly progressing, because the fire alarm that forced us all out of bed at 7:30 a couple weeks ago came from the apparently-vacant third floor. But still. It's coming along quite slowly.

The whole time I've been living here, it's looked quite ghetto from the outside. Part of this is because of the very scary-looking people that hang out there at all hours of the day, but the main reason is the plywood covering the large windows on the front level. These windows are large, basically encompass the whole first floor, and they're also numerous, so most of the first floor used to be a glass encasing. Right now, it's a bunch of pieces of plywood. This gives one the impression that the building is rundown, when in actuality, it is. The smart thing is to make it look great on the outside and be crappy inside, or perhaps vice versa. Matching crappy appearance with crappy accomodations, on the other hand, just makes the whole sherade quite crappy. Apparently, the mayor himself is peeved at Rupp for taking his sweet time, and has asked him to do something about the windows in particular.

So, today, they did. Their solution, in the absense of funding or any brighter idea apparently, was to paint the plywood black. I saw the crew this morning, merrily spending time that might have gone towards the actual restoration by painting a bunch of disposable plywood black. So now, at least from a distance, the building will look much better. At closer scrunity, of course, the building will look like it has a lot of black plywood boarding up the old windows and doorways.

I'm not sure what to think about that. I mean, on the one hand, this does give off a better appearance. And apparently, that plywood has been in front of those windows far longer than I've lived there. When we moved in there in April, the general word was that construction would continue through to the end of Summer, and the whole building would be ready by the Fall. I'm not there all that often of course (little pockets of time here and there), but when I am, I never really hear any construction, or more importantly, notice a lot of construction workers. Seems a little sluggish. Not to mention, the fact that they spent a day or two painting all this plywood black seems like a decent indication that this plywood isn't going anywhere any time soon. And that's just not a good sign.

Either way, the rent is cheap, and my apartment itself rocks. Y'all should come see it. Justin's going to. Sunday night boyee, Sufjan Steves at First Ave! Awwww fuck yeah. Okay, I'm gonna go.

Current weather in Guatemala: 73 Degrees. . . and mostly sunny! Holy shit! There's a change of pace for ya. (Of course, it's been very rainy and humid here today. So it's a tradeoff I guess. Minnesota and Guatemala, working in conjunction to cover all possible late Summer weather conditions. Way to go, Minnesota and Guatemala!)

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In The Library Now [Sep. 9th, 2005|07:08 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |gigglygiggly]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Do I Do" by Stevie Wonder]

Greetings fellow campers. My quest to write from as many online locations as possible has taken both a studious and an occupational route. I'm writing to you, my ever-lovely audience, from the McNally Smith College of Music Library, here at (you guessed it) McNally Smith College of Music. I work here now. I got a new job! I work at the McNally Smith College of Music Library! Fun times, this is. I mean, sort of. I'm basically sitting behind the desk and checking out headphones. I've been here for just over two hours, and have checked out, like, three headphones. Otherwise, it seems to me, this job consists of sitting here, doing homework, and writing online journal entries. Okay!

The good part about this is, it means I got to quit the fuckin gas station. Which I've been wanting to do for quite some time, you may recall. I have one shift left there, on Sunday morning. And I guess they want me to work it, what since I was scheduled and all. But after that? Holiday Employee No More!! Now that's accomplishment in a can.

Anyway, we're a week and a half into classes now. It's going okay. I've had to do a lot of tedious rescheduling and bantering with my profs and department heads, not only to get into the classes I want, but to just plain get into the right classes. For some reason unknown to man (but apparently known to cheetah, those clever cats), I was placed in a bunch of classes for Recording/Engineering majors. It's not something that's drastically different (I wasn't suddenly stuck taking advanced ballet or anything. . . hmm, no), but the differences are noticeable enough for me to, well, take notice. As baffling as it was that I was thrown into a different department, what was even more baffling was my teachers' immediate reaction, a mixture of concerned apathy and "oh well"-edness. I was basically told that it didn't matter that much, I could just stick in the classes I was scheduled. Oh, but I should add one class, since production majors are required to take it. Yeah that was nice. (There was a class I wasn't even scheduled for, and had no idea I was supposed to take. I only figured it out when I randomly dropped in on a couple friends, asked them if they were taking this class as an elective, and was informed that, well no, it was required.)

Naturally, I started thinking a bit more about the classes I was currently in, realized that no, I shouldn't be in these classes, because I'm not paying to get a degree in the Recording/Engineering department. So I went back to my department head, and calmly said that I'd like to be placed in the Production classes. He said, "Okay," and proceeded to change my schedule and get me into the Production classes. That was it. Which was fine! Don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm confused about getting into these classes, goodness knows, it isn't that! It's more, if this was such a simple procedure in the first place, why was I initially told to just stay in the Recording classes? But either way, it ended quite nicely, and I'm in the classes I should be, and life goes on, albeit hectic and potentially stressful.

In the midst of all this rigamarole, I got hired at the library. I gave an extremely impromptu interview Tuesday afternoon, and was hired the next day. That was a moment of pure jubilee, walking down Wabasha St, listening to the voicemail telling me I got hired, the immediate realization that my days at the fucking gas station were over. Good times man, fucking good times. And this job doesn't seem too complex. Certainly not on evenings and weekends. I kind of see it as a great forced way of doing homework-- not much else to do, might as well do my homework! Plus, if it ever involves chart-writing, I can listen to CDs and stuff. And I can use the net, watch DVDs if I really want to, bring in food and stuff. Essentially, it's like sitting in my room, only I'm getting paid for it, and occasionally I check stuff out or in. I'm even sitting down. I can handle this. 21 hours a week, flexible to a point around my schedule, and it's at school. Best of all, no driving. Not even a block, let alone 45 fucking minutes roundtrip (longer in rush hour). And. . . IT'S NOT A FUCKING GAS STATION!! Moving back up, my friends.

Anyway, I should go. . . don't really have anything to do of course(!), but I mean, there's bound to be something I can accomplish. I brought a Harry Potter novel, I've never really delved into those before. Rainey leant me two before she left. So perhaps I'll read them. The truth is out there, homeys.

Current weather in Guatemala: Partly Cloudy, 73 Degrees. Thunderstorms continuing into the weekend. . . truly is the rainy season, isn't it. Yeah, I know what you're thinking. But I'm not gonna write it. You see, I consider myself above the obvious pun. No siree, you'll never catch me spouting bad puns off at the ol' online diary miller!

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The Wrath of Donald Trump [Sep. 1st, 2005|08:08 am]
[i guess i'm feeling |tiredtired]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"I'm On Fire" by Bruce Springsteen]

Nothin says lovin like a fire alarm randomly going off at 7:30 in the morning on the one day of the week that you don't have any morning classes or much else to do but sleep since that's what people are supposed to do at 7:30 in the morning if they have the choice to but can't because a fire alarm went off! Hmm Hmmm!
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Stumbling Towards December [Aug. 31st, 2005|11:25 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |goodgood]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Things We Said Today" by The Beatles]

Well, classes have resumed at McNally Smith. I had one today. Have one tomorrow. Mondays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays, I have one class a day. This might make sense, if I didn't have full loads on Tuesdays and Fridays, Fridays without a chance of lunch break. Something about that bothers me; they switched to a new computing system this year, which electronically generates our grades, bills, and schedules. And, as one of my teachers so beautifully put it, "What that means is your grades, bills, and schedules will probably be wrong." I've already been double-booked for two classes, and even better, my classroom was double-booked this morning. And these aren't big classrooms, and the aoustics generally suck, so it's not like teaching two things at once is feasible. And most of these problems wouldn't be all that big, were our schedules not given to us the day before classes start. I've learned that everybody gets them the day before, teachers included. And as a result, we have the problems and situations most students have run into. I really wish we could just set our own schedules, or at least have some room to pick and choose. (On a selfish note, I'm a little pissed at the outcome of the double-booking-- I was placed in a class on Thursday afternoon instead, thereby eliminating the one day of the week where I had absolutely nothing to do. I don't realy deserve it, especially since two other days of the week I have but one class, but still, I was looking forward to those Thursdays off. I'm going to try and test out of it though-- it's a piano class, for gorp's sakes.)

Beyond that, I'm not sure how my classes are going to be. A big part of me is concerned that I've forgotten a lot over the Summer, or lost my momentum I had going for me. I certainly feel more skeptical, and lost, than I did last year. Which isn't something I anticipated encountering, at this school anyway. I'm going to have to play this out and see what happens, but I'm a little concerned at the moment. But, with some time, things should get rolling again. Especially once I start sending out resumes and attempting to get an internship, that will make stuff a lot more exciting I reckon. And besides, I'm one day into the new semester. I'll have a much clearer picture on how things will play out on Friday.

And now, August is drawing to a close. This was kind of a tough month, this was. I'd say unexpectedly, but shit, I'd just be kidding myself. September brings some promise, what with school starting again, and my album nearing completion, plus some kickass shows and friends/family coming to visit. And every day brings me closer to December, a very happy thought indeed.

Still raining down in Guatemala. A trifle cooler than it is up here, but then again, that's not gonna last long. Soon I'll be all jealous, me freezing my bootskie off in Minnesota while Rainey's living it up in sunny, warm Guatemala. Cruel world really.
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To Sleep, To Dream [Aug. 30th, 2005|02:10 am]
[i guess i'm feeling |thirstythirsty]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"A Whole New World" from Aladdin (thanks andy)]

I had a very bizarre dream last night. I'm not sure how it started, I sort of flowed into it if that makes any sense. (This being a dream, it should.) I was sitting around, talking to my mom, and it was definitely late at night, and the next thing I knew, she was saying something about how I should go down to Harlan, because I guess there was some kind of auction thing going on, and for some reason, Grandma and Grandpa Feltz were back at their old house, for one final time. Of course, in reality, this makes little sense, because the last time they were at their old house was in May 1994. But either way, I asked Justin what he was up to, he seemed free, so the two of us drove to Harlan. Which, remarkably, took no time at all. In fact, we stopped in a field outside of town and walked the rest of the way, to their house on Durant St. I have no recollection of driving anywhere. Best part is, Harlan is a four-hour drive from Cedar Falls (where I probably was when the dream began). So we get there, and walk in the house. And there's Grandma, sitting in a chair, talking to two different incarnations of a woman named Jan, who coincidentally was my dad's first wife, and my brother Jason's biological mother. I never really knew Jan (contact with old flames isn't really something Dad's into; in fact, were Jason not such an indelible part of both their lives, he probably would have been okay with never speaking to her again after the divorce), and I even thought it was weird that Grandma Feltz was not only talking to her, but to two versions of her. One young, one old. So, I walked around the house a little bit. The odd part is, it was different. Because, even though this was a dream, it was a dream of the house as it might look today, not the way it looked when Grandma and Grandpa lived in it. I didn't tour the whole thing, just the old living room, the kitchen area, and a bief trek downstairs. I was going to stay later, but Justin said he had to go beause he had to work. So he at least wanted to walk to his car. . . I don't understand that point, because I swear it was his car we took, and I'm not sure why I had to leave with him, especially when I didn't seem to think I was going back that night. I would hang around, and somehow get back later. Also, I knew it was about 3 AM in my dream, and wondered why he'd come along if he had to get up so soon. Plus, I started to wonder what Grandma was doing up, and talking to two Jans, at 3 in the morning. Regardless, before we took off, I went to the basement, checked it out a little, and that was where Grandpa was, off doing something houseworky. And at that point, I woke up. Or drifted into another dream, I'm not quite sure. It was awful, awful weird though. I used to have Harlan dreams all the time, when I was younger, about ten years ago. I went through a period where I missed certain elements of my childhood (and I was 14 when I went through this), and Harlan was a major milemarker when it came to fond childhood memories. I missed it terribly then. I don't really miss it terribly now, and I'm not sure why it crept back into my subconscious last night, of all times. And I don't know what Jan was doing in the dream, or Justin, or why it took place at 3 in the morning. Or what an auction had to do with anything. At the time, of course, it made perfect sense, because that's what dreams are all about. In hindsight, however, it had me quite confused.

Dreams really fascinate me. I've never studied them much (shy of my high school psychology class), but that's okay. Just the very nature of them, the mysteries hidden in them; usually they're very pleasent to experience, and the puzzlement afterwards, the idea of figuring out why I dreamt this or that, is just as much fun. On the other hand, they can be sad too. Sometimes I will have dreams where something great is happening-- I'm back home for a family event, or I'm sitting down with loved ones (I've had a few dreams where I visit Rainey lately, or where we're still hanging out in Cedar Rapids before she has to leave), or I'm back at places like Harlan. It feels so real, and I even take note, in my dream, of how real it is, and how neat it is to finally be back at a certain place, or doing a certain thing, and I think about how I'm not dreamng it, it's here. And then, I wake up, and I realize it was a dream. But for a couple moments, I think, "Wait, did I do this? Was I just in Harlan???" Or occasionally, I will be dreaming, and be keenly aware of the fact that I'm dreaming. So people will come up and ask me what I think about such and such, or if I'm going to go do such and such, and I'll say, "It doesn't matter. I'm dreaming right now. And I'll be waking up soon." And some times, I will wake myself up. I will just do it, it will feel like I'm trying to lift a heavy object, and I'll wake up. It's just plain fascinating. I'll never understand why I dream about what I do, and I really never want to. I like these mysteries of life, and I don't think we're supposed to understand them. We're just supposed to let our mind roam for a while, tap into the archives and take its own stab at writing up a few adventures for us. It's fun that way.

Classes start up this week. Tomorrow (well, really today by now), I'll be going to Returning Student Orientation, to get my class schedule, and a new McNally Smith Photo ID. And then classes start up on Wednesday. I'm anxious to start school again, even though I also know that it won't be long before I'm tremendously overwhelmed again. But that's okay, I have but one year left of school. Ever. Humbling in a way, exciting in a way. I'm more than ready to be done with school and get on with my real life. I feel like I'm inching ever closer to my "real life," close enough that I can comfortably start planning it and thinking about how I'll deal with it. Mostly, I'm just ready to be done with school, I don't even feel like a college student anymore. And besides, this year will be nice because it will give me stuff to do instead of missing Rainey constantly, or being frustrated with my gas station job. But mostly, missing Rainey. I still will, but at least I'll have plenty of stuff to do. That will be nice. It's kind of odd, the bookend nature of this-- I will have spent both my first and last years of college with a girlfriend abroad. Of course, that's about the only similarities between the two, but it is an odd similiarity nonetheless. Anyway, I should retire now. Who knows what wacky dreams may come this time!

Current weather in Guatemala City: Mostly Cloudy, 64 degrees Fahrenheit. Scattered thunderstorms tomorrow, highs in the upper 70s. It sure does rain a lot there, huh. (Talk about ironic!)
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The Last Time I Saw Royale [Aug. 27th, 2005|07:43 pm]
[i guess i'm feeling |caffeinated]
[i'm pretending to listen to |"Constipated Duck" by Jeff Beck]

Holy sheet, I forgot what a great record Joni Mitchell's Blue is. In a moment of weakness after work yesterday afternoon, I waltzed over to Cheapo and picked up a vinyl copy. (Well, I didn't waltz. I didn't even sashe this time, I just drove. Sorry, if I got anyone's hopes up or whatnot. But you'll get over it, I'm sure.) I've never had my own copy of this record, which is kind of a travesty in a way, since I have so much of her other stuff. Anyway, I went out and got it, and it's been quite the comforting pleasure the last couple days. Way to go, Joni! Way to go!

My quest to write from as many locations as possible has taken a hip collegiate turn; today's merry ramble hails from Espresso Royale, a coffee shop in Dinkytown (aka college section of Minneapolis). It's kind of like a big College Hill, or even better, a big Campustown. Or, a big Ped Mall, only people can drive cars here. But I mean, the aesthetic is the same. Every school has one of these areas of town, to some degee. (The Hill's a little pathetic, to be fair.) Since I go to school in downtown St. Paul, I don't do much Dinkytown frequenting. However, it is a nice place. Doesn't try as hard as Uptown, for one thing. (Even if I kind of like Uptown better.) Anyway, my purpose in this area is to drop off a couple copies of Ghoti, with the hopeful idea that this will lead to some shows here. Having never really done anything like this before, I'm starting to think my plan should be to drop off as many CDs I can in as many places as I can, and consider myself lucky if I get, like a show, or two shows, from it. Got to start small, you know. I just hope I start. (Getting antsy, never productive.)

Well, Matt is looking a little bored, so I should probably head out. (Of course, he could just be looking pensive. Those expressions kind of intermingle, have you ever noticed that? Sort of like constipation and accomplishment.) I shall update some other time, never you fear. Unless you like fearing things. Then, by all means, go for it, I don't want to restrict anyone. Have a good'un!

Current weather in Guatemala City: Mostly cloudy, 72 degrees. Scattered thunderstorms to continue tomorrow, with highs in the upper 70s. That is all.
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